Unconscious Mutterings #292

I say ... and you think ... ?

1. Groceries :: with a list
   
2. Deodorant :: hygiene
   
3. Psychic :: wise guess
   
4. Cherries :: special
   
5. Spooky :: only one left awake at night at the hospital
   
6. Yogurt :: for good digestion
   
7. Kitchen :: food
   
8. Nothing personal :: professional
   
9. Be nice :: what? and im not?
   
10. Delivery :: convenient
    

New Me

I decided that it's time for a makeover...my personal makeover...

1. Learn to play the guitar...on my own! - I figured if I learn to do this then I can do anything. :)
   
2. Find my smile again...somehow erase the constant frown on my face... - I know life is still beautiful. I have to believe that I can be happy again in my own little ways
   
3. Save what I earn - no more unnecessary purchases..
   
4. Focus on my job. Increase my knowledge and skills.
5. Believe in myself more. I can do what others can. I just gotta have some faith in me.
   
6. I have to be sensitive to other people's needs and feelings. As the prayer goes, "Keep me silent when I would speak without patience or pity. Hold back my head when I would do whatever is against thy will."
7. Besides learning how to play a new instrument...I want to learn how to cook and I mean cook a real food. :) starting with the famous Adobo..:)
8. Exercise. :) - need I say more?
   
9. Study study study...share my knowledge and learn from others...:)
   
10. Love myself more. Erase my mind of the miseries and worries that have lurked in it for such a long time. Ease the pain that is crushing my heart. I know that thinking too much won't do me any good.

word salad: Courage to move on

They had been together for many a year,
Now, all she could feel was fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way she wanted to live.

He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.

Now she is living all alone,
With nothing to call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will ever again be complete.

This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong.
Time will heel her broken pride,
Toward the sunset her heart will glide.

Unconscious mutterings #291

1. Cry :: buckets
2. Stretch :: muscles....patience
   
3. Efficient :: job
   
4. Brunch :: pancakes, sausage and bacon
   
5. Afro :: reggae
   
6. Preheat :: instant
   
7. Delicious :: pasta and pizza
   
8. Global warming :: scary reality
   
9. Actions :: speaks louder than words
   
10. Ride :: luxury
    

Fist size

Heavy pounding even piercing beat of the heart against its cage brought weakness to the whole body and mind.
Thought it was due to the baggages being lifted in the shoulders all this time
then after one meeting with the doctor, it was all about stress. The chest pains, palpitations and difficulty of breathing, those were all true and not just over-reaction. It is real...sickness runs through the whole body mostly through the whole heart. It all felt like it was being beaten several times. Heavy it really was. The hard part was acting like nothing was wrong physically. But the pain is too difficult to ignore. It made everything three times harder than before.
Wish pain relievers could do the trick to ease these ill feeling. Happy pill, think it would do the trick? Think it would ease the pain this fist-size organ is feeling...literally...emotionally...figuratively...definitely one great pain...

Angina

Chest pains...can't breath...hard to think...
frustrated...disappointed...
troubled and lost...
sad and lonely...
hopeful but hopeless...
forgiving but unchanged...
faithful but losing faith...
truth based on lies...
sleepless but sleepy...
tired but still fighting...
stupid and really stupid...
chest pains...chest heaviness...
angina...love is...

Movie Review: The Force is Here Again!

STARWARS: THE CLONE WARS (animated)

Starwars The Clone Wars is set during the war between the Repubde Federation. The Republic seeks a pact with Jabba the Hutt to gain access to the gangster’s trade routes on the Outer Rim. It just so happens that Jabba’s son has been lic and the Trakidnapped, and the Jedi see this as a chance to get in the Hutt’s good graces. They dispatch Obi-wan Kenobi and Anakin Skywalker, along with Skywalker’s new Padawan, Ahsoka Tano, to rescue Jabba’s son. Along the way, they discover that something more insidious is at play, and they find themselves caught in a scheme orchestrated by the evil Count Dooku. With the Republic’s success in the war hinging on a pact with Jabba, the Jedi are in a race against time to save the Republic’s chances.

The movie was supposed to be used as a tv series but Lucas films somehow managed to show it to the big screen. Having seen it, critics have a point when they said it should stuck to its original plan of having it on television only. The story felt a little short and it somehow only tried to make an excerpt out of the real movie. The animation was a little boxy and compared to the latest animation films such as Shrek for example this one fell behind. Although, the animators somehow managed to put into picture details of the real characters in the movie. The final verdict of the movie...It deserves a 3 stars.