I knew what I was supposed to do but whenever I get face to face with you all my defenses weaken. I forgot every courage I have built up inside me to ease away from your hypnotizing charisma. Wish I wasn't that weak. In time I knew I would master the art of blocking away your charms and get to reality.
I feel stupid that once again I have given away what my heart truly feels for you. I tried to absorb every word you told me but then again actions speaks louder than words. After a wonderful night together, no phone call...no sms...Did I do anything wrong? I was not over-bearing, or am I?
Wrong move to even entertain you. Wrong move to even feel this way towards you. I have to learn now or I'll forever live in a mistake that I should have corrected from the start.
I'll never allow myself to make the wrong decision again. Never again. never...
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